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That is how I feel. I had a great weekend. I went to lunch and to TJ Maxx on Saturday and then today I went to the movies and lunch by myself. The Minions movie was adorable. What a great idea to tell the story before Gru.
I am feeling like above due to my diagonsis from last week. Most days I am under control with my emotions and then I start researching something that pops into my head and I’m done. I have this team of doctors and support and its overwhelming. Everything I have read, this is totally normal, I understand that but I have no one to talk to or even explain what is going on. My work friends know a little but not everything. I have maybe three friends outside of work and the one was less than supportive of this. I don’t want to post what is happening all over social media- its not my style. I need someone to confide in. I am really considering an ex boyfriend who wanted to be my friend, my confident. I am that desperate to get this off my chest and let someone else on the inside. I want to see a psychologist to talk about all of this but I am worried that I have no time off, and they will have crazy hours and it just gives me more to worry about. Merp.
To end this on a happier note. These three articles had me in stitches, I was laughing so hard.
Also this seems appropriate:
Sunday nights can be pretty rough. Try not to let yourself get too sad or anxious about the week ahead. You can get through anything that’s going to happen this week. You will do marvelous things and it’ll be WONDERFUL.
Here is your Sunday evening reminder that you can handle and make it through whatever this week throws at you.
xx Gabrielle